ME(ss)
I’m so overwhelemed.
With what I should have done. What I am now. Who I should be. What I shouldn’t have done.
I don’t know what’s real anymore, who’s real anymore, if I’m real anymore.
Nothing has gotten simplier at all; it’s getting more and more complicated by the day. It’s like the strings of my life are all knotted together and as soon as I try to untagle one, they just get more and more knotted up.
I don’t know what to do anymore because I can’t give up, but I sure as fuck don’t want to keep going on this way.